Up and Away!

Baptism...

Used not to see the significance of it.
Now... my stand is not that different, in the sense I see it as a public proclamation of being a Christian...
And...
It's a committment to God. A promise.

Well... I still think you don't have to get baptised to be all that.
Only thing is...
Mention 'Baptism' to any Christian anywhere in the world, and you know you guys speak the same language.
Gee...
Talk about globalisation.
Christianity seems like the original factor for a homogeneous culture and the beginning of globalisation eh?

Anyway...
I'll be flying off for a mission trip from the 3rd of December.
1 full glorious week away from whatever has been happening... well... kinda...
I don't know...
I'm not too worried about the mission itself because I have supreme faith in God bringing us through the whole thing.
I'm just nervous about whatever I'm leaving behind in Singapore.

Faith > Hope > Love

It is only by Faith we have Hope, and by Hope, comes Love.

Turning back

In times like these...
I feel like turning back to alcohol.

Really I do...

Gawd...
Screw it...

Sing Me Sweet, Sing Me to Sleep

55. - If I were a butterfly
64. - Is your burden heavy
18. - Did you ever talk to God above
1. - Abba Father
43. - Father I thank you

Those are songs most popular way back in PLMGPS....
Well... popular to Ess and I anyway.

I felt weird yesterday... really weird.
I sang myself to sleep.
Not too loudly of course.
On and on it went.
Don't know what time I finally managed to get some shut-eye but I turned the lights off at 2+am... yeah...
Fell asleep with the guitar on my bed actually...
Thank goodness it stayed on it, though it would have given me a reason to buy a new one if it fell off and shattered.

Priorities Responsibilities Obligations Duties Commitments Owing Promises Proclamation Declaration Trust Faith

All scary scary words at the moment that are so important... like it or not...

Oh... It's been literally years since I've had an attack of the hiccups.
A tiny chilli-padi chunk, lodged itself in my throat and burnt my record.
But it lasted no more than 4 hiccups...

Peace

Life is peaceful...

Busy... oh heck yes... Very Busy...
But somewhat peaceful.

Why?

Haha... I don't know man...
And NO... I'm not high or anything...

The good thing is that I no longer have to resort to alcohol to forget all trouble and be happy.
That can only be a good thing.

I do yearn to hit that high though...
And dance the night away...
Soon... hopefully...

OH Gawd....

Ok...
I've just googled myself and found my blog...
HA!

Not that I don't want people reading what I write, but... it's just plain weird.

Really...

Alrighty... I've just NOT done my law assignment...
Maybe I'll get round to doing it eventually...
But...
Not today... Nope...

Forever Grateful

I've been so blind!

You've been protecting me all along!
I know I've got a whole load of growing to do, but you're been looking out for me.
I feel so silly, so loved, so protected!

I'm forever grateful to you...
I really am.
I'm sorry if I ever doubted you.
I'll listen in future.

I wish I could give you a hug right this instant!
But then again...
You're always with me... aren't you?

Not Again...

I was struck by this sudden fear.

I don't know what to think...
I don't now know how...
I don't know what it means...

My heart and mind are racing in-sync...

I fear it might mean something...
I don't want to feel this way!
I don't!

At times like this, I feel like such a coward...