I've got JOY!

Yes!
I've got Joy that is down in my heart...
Deep, deep, down in my heart!
Jesus put it in there!
And no one can destroy...destroy...destroy!

I don't know if I can fully explain it in writing (you know, without the facial expressions and all), but I'll try to spell out my excitement.

Walking with God had been a challenge, to tell you the truth.
Not getting any answers is very trying.
It really is a test of faith.
But I realised that throughout this journey, He's been guiding me, encouraging me, building me, saving me just when I am about to hit my limit.

How? You ask?

Through other people.
Through reading material,
Through the littlest things He does for me (and we girls just love 'the little things' don't we?)

I only really REALLY saw God's hand in my life through last night's cell group.
OH K...
To tell you the truth, I attended the session worrying about how quiet things might be...
We went through dinner talking about very shallow things, with a whole lot of awkward silences throughout...
But once we got back to church, sat in a circle and started sharing our prayer requests, a kind of warmth started to flow.

I don't know...
Maybe it was the fact that for once, we were seeing each other's weaknesses and realising that we were not alone in going through LIFE...
In any case, that was the spark that got the fire going.
(Whoo-OOOoo)

OH...
We lost the UWC Match, but it was definitely fun...
After endless weeks of no action... it was a dream to play!
Yes...yes... came out bruised and all, but hey... what's a sport without pain eh?
Bin Bin (you've got to like her) was also nice enough to coach me on playing GK.
I've got a long way to go man...
But know this... I'll work my ass off to improve!

I've got so much more to say, but honestly, if I tell any more of it to you, your eyes will just glaze over...
Ask me face-to-face if you want to or something...
Give me a call even...
Ok ok...
I'll stop the torture for now.

TA!

Mock-me-not

I'M BACK!!!

Not that I've been too far away, but for some weird reason, I can access this page again!

Alrighty....

As you might have heard, I've just had my mocks...
Useless really, unless you want to scare yourself into studying...
I skipped my IBM, Maths and Stats papers...
It's gonna all come back and bite me in the ass someday...
My favourite paper? SOCI!
Not that I'm going to do well or anything...
I walked out after 2 questions.
We were to do 3, but I was too lazy. (Yes ess... lazy)
I was seated at the head of row 3 (really close to the entrance) and basically, saw only 3 familiar faces walk in.
An hour into the paper, crowds of people started walking out of 'The Grand Hall' (yea.. that's where the paper was held)
Super distracting I tell you.
And it did not help that I was seated next to Mr Write-a-lot.
This guy... the minute "you can start writing" came from the chief invigilator’s mouth, he scrambled through the paper, writing, then canceling (we can't use liquid paper or correction tape... Why man??) and then writing again at the speed of sound.
Barely came up for air that one...
He asked for a total of 3 booklets (at least it was 3 before I left).
And he was making so much noise!
It sounded like *scribble..scribble..slash/slash...paper crumpling... paper flipping*
Some overseer went to him and whispered "Relax... it's a 3 hr paper..."
I could not help it... I laughed! (Stopping when the poor guy looked at me with 'I'm sorry' eyes)

Face it Buddy... I'm screwed...
I should have taken something I actually like...
So many many things have happened...
So little time to blog.

Oh... I've taken a 'personality test' thing, but it's a Church version.
It points out where your strengths are and which ministry you might be called into to serve.
Somehow... my results were not what I expected...
It's all with my Pastor now... He said he'll talk to me about it soon.
Meanwhile... Pray...

PS: CNY pics up on Friendster... I have gorgeous cousins...
(Sepia rocks!! [no pun intended])
www.friendster.com/michillitan