Am I saying 'NO!' to God?
Since as long as I can recall...
I've felt I had a specific calling from God.
It's a consistent nagging deep down inside...
It's something that occupies my mind whenever the subject is brought up...
It's simply...
Becoming a missionary...
I don't mean going on mission trips...
It's more of total dedication to the salvation of countless others.
I've always resisted it.
I know it's not noble.
I know it's selfish.
But I can't bring myself to give everything up.
I want so much more.
Am I saying 'No' to God?
Do I have the right to do that?
Will he put me through something I cannot resist?
It frightens me to think about it.
I don't even dare to pray about it.
Like something else...
I'm afraid of the answer I might get...
I've felt I had a specific calling from God.
It's a consistent nagging deep down inside...
It's something that occupies my mind whenever the subject is brought up...
It's simply...
Becoming a missionary...
I don't mean going on mission trips...
It's more of total dedication to the salvation of countless others.
I've always resisted it.
I know it's not noble.
I know it's selfish.
But I can't bring myself to give everything up.
I want so much more.
Am I saying 'No' to God?
Do I have the right to do that?
Will he put me through something I cannot resist?
It frightens me to think about it.
I don't even dare to pray about it.
Like something else...
I'm afraid of the answer I might get...
posted by Cherry Lucky @ 11:17 pm
2 Comments:
At 1:17 pm,
Greennut said…
We'll go for one mission trip 1st and get a feel of how it's like before you decide again, yes friend? Chang Mai here we come.................=D
- prissy
At 12:36 am,
Janning said…
pray bout it. looks like you THINK you already know the answers. but how sure are you? take the courage to pray bout it. if you really think that's your calling..go for it. thought it means lots of sacrifices, but hey, god promises better things than life and earth can ever offer! it's worth it. trust me. trust god. =) i know you'll make the right decision. i'll keep you in prayer. just OBEY when god speaks. if not you'll only regret. and living in regret is the worst! you won't wanna go your own way. the way where god leads you to is always the right one and the destination would be awesome. =) he CHOSE you. means you're special. he has faith in you. do you have faith in him?
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