Unpacking to Pack

Grr...
Slept at 3.45-ish am, only to be woken up at 8am...again!
Just to run an errand...
It happened the day before too...
I'm so sleep-deprived now... (can't fall back asleep once I get up)

Another day trying... TRYING to pack.
My room is filled with piles of stuff.
On the bed, floor, couch, table...
It gets quite trying to navigate through all that stuff in the dark.

I take about a million years to pack mainly because everytime I try,
instead of clearing those piles, I kind of transfer each pile from place to place,
Packing a little at a time so that the pile grows smaller, but never fully disappears.
Then doing that takes so much time and effort, that I permit myself an ill-deserved break,
and put the whole idea of packing on-hold.

Then again,
When I have loads of stuff on my mind,
I tend to want to pack.
I go through the mess like an unrelentless force.
Not stopping till the whole place smells of cleaning chemicals and sparkles from the lack of obstruction.
It's a psychological thing...
An action-manifestation from all that mental clutter.
Useful though.

OK...
Exams are sooooo near,
BUT... CNY is nearer!
Heh...

From the very depths of my heart,
I pray for guidance, patience, strength and wisdom...