Blope...

Man...
It's been nuts today...

Nope...not so much office work but I spent a majority of my time rushing!!

1st: Rushed to work this morning...
Not because I woke up late or anything, but because I had no space in my room and also... a traffic jam did not help.

2nd: Rushed from work to Dempsey Rd during lunch!
This for an interview with the people at Ben and Jerry's.
I'm not jumping about the pay, but it's not rocket science anyway...

3rd: Rushed back to China Sq...
I think I'll have to clock my lunch time as 2hrs today... Dammit...

I've definitely got to rush home before cell today...
Wonder if I'll get the car...
I'm wondering even harder who will come for cell today.
Sometimes... *sighs in frustration*
I don't know... I see myself getting a little bitter over this.
I really feel a loss of freedom with this position.
It's 'what-I-should-do' versus 'what-I-want-to-do'

Whoever said that we are the 'free people of the world' should really re-think it.
We are bound by rules we don't set.
We are held in check by expectations.
We are kept in line by our own expectations, morality, spirituality and physical ability.

The rules that we set for ourselves are the ones we are most likely to break and the ones that would cost us more heartache to surrender.

Maybe I'm just being emotional this day...
Friday the 13th...
Ah well...
I pray for patience, I pray for strength, I pray...