I just can't smile...

I woke up crying today.

Can't even remember why.
Was it part of a dream that touched me?
Was it a reaction to the emotional mess I've been through lately?
Hardly know what to think.

Hate to play the blame game.
Have not talked to anyone about it.

I think I've met a dream-dasher.
Read about them, been cautioned about them.
Thought I was more than prepared to handle them.

No such luck.

Need to stay away from such characters.
It's never good for anyone.

Your friends are the ones who build you up.
So be very weary of those you consider friends.
Chose people who are good for you.
Of course, in return, you'll have to be good for them as well.

Maybe it's time for me to understand that what other people think is not important.
It's going to be a hard habit to break.
It's a learning process...
Deal with it!