Hellish Night

It was an 'Act 2' night for me...
'Act 2', in scriptwriting being the worst of the worst, where the character asks in exasperation,'What else can go wrong?'

Never in my school-life have I been faced with such a situation.
Never have I felt more frustrated.

Spent a whole lot of time reflecting.
Tried to point out specific situations where I went wrong, but I could not definitely pin-point it.

Felt so insecure and worthless.
I think I understand a little more about myself now, as in...
Believe it or not, almost like a puppy, I thrive on praise and encouragement and loads of positive or negative feedback.
If the feedback does not come in, how would I know if I'm doing alright, or if I have to improve on something?

Thanks to those who helped me with my sanity.
I don't know what I would have done otherwise.
Sometimes just talking about a situation helps you to see things more clearly or at the very least, release some anger.

Dad just kept repeating 'You will go though these things in life. You just have to learn from it'
Thanks Dad.. what a load of help..what encouragement...
-_-"

Don't know how things will turn out, but all I can do is hope for the best.

One bright spot in the coming future...
Floorball IVP!
SIM BLACKS vs NTU
Tomorrow!
I'll be going down with loads of Ricola to cheer!
Play well Blacks! Show them all who will rule the court one day.
Supporters, shake out the pom pons!

Yes...
Pom pons...
The Cheerleader's prop.
It's one of the most mis-spelt words of all time!

See... Even 'Bring it On' can teach you something...